Saturday, March 26, 2011

Waiting for the hint of a spark

Date: March 26th, 2011
Time: 9:21 pm
Currently listening to: People conversing in the University Center

So, I'm here on one of the public computers in the UC because frankly, I'm too lazy to pull out my laptop. Today was a no good, rotten, very bad, day. I guess it started off when I woke up at one o'clock this afternoon to the sound of what sounded like a jackhammer on cement amplified by a million zillion percent. Then I go and try to get some Tereyaki food for dinner and GUESS WHAT?! My card is declined and the bank system is down. AWESOME. All I can say is: one more week until Spring Break.

BUT I HAVE GOOD NEWS! I am possibly going to be an intern for a publishing company back home. YAY! My interview is sometime during break, so excited!

Well, since I've had one of those all time classic bad days me and my friend, Brittany, are going to "celebrate" with ice cream, chocolate, popcorn, and movies that I've checked out of the library. Yay!

"You see a psychiatrist... I don't want to see a psychiatrist... You should go anyway... I'M NOT GOING!!!" - Peter from the movie "Forgetting Sarah Marshall"

Saturday, March 12, 2011

This could really be a good life.

Date: March, 12, 2011
Time: 11:07 am 
Currently listening to: "Good Life"- OneRepublic 


I don't know what to believe anymore. I really don't. I'm so sick of hearing about deaths that have happened to soon. We graduate high school, looking towards the future. Some of us are going to college, some of us are going to start a family, some of us will do nothing. No one expects to die. No one graduates thinking that their own body will turn on them and that they will suffer. Countless treatments and hospital stays. Having to eat gross hospital food (like that Jell-O that has fruit in it). I mean, if God really loves us, why does He put us thorough this? Can't we all die old and in our sleep? IS IT THAT HARD?!?!

Yeah I'm mad. Yeah I'm pissed off at the world. I'm just so upset. He was fighting so hard. We raised money and his sister ran a marathon for him. It's not fair.

RIP Danny Keagbine. I didn't know you too well. You were just a friendly face, walking down the halls at Valley Catholic. But your sister and I became close our senior year. She would always talk about you and how you were "her favorite" and "out of all my brothers Danny is the one I'm most closest too".  You will be missed.


"There's so many wars we fought. There's so many things we're not. But with what we have. I promise you that We're marchin' on."- OneRebublic

Thursday, March 10, 2011

They Made a Statue of Us.

Date: March 10th, 2011
Time: 12:19 am 
Currently listening to: (500) Days of Summer 


I'm having major writer's buildup. I'm yearning to write. I'm craving to write. I feel like I can sit down and write 6940317 pages (well, maybe that's a slight exaggeration). But here's the slight problem....

WHAT THE HELL DO I WRITE ABOUT?!?!

The characters are in a fog right now. I can see their outline but no facial features. No personality. Nothing. The plot? HA. HA. I got nothing.

So I guess you could call it writer's block? Maybe...? Or maybe it's just the product of insanity that my mind brings me at 12:30 in the morning? Perhaps.

Back to Joseph Gordon-Levitt and Zooey Deschanel.

"It's love. It's not Santa Clause"- Tom from (500) Days of Summer

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited.

Date: March 1, 2011
Time: 11:26 pm
Currently listening to: "Someone Like You"- Adele 


I'm supposed to be doing homework right now. Archeology if you really wanted to know. I'm just feeling... really down. This week. This month. Has been shit. I feel really overwhelmed and my plate has been full to the brim. And of course the domino effect. My social life has exploded and I'm trying to pick up the pieces. I'm always tired. I go to bed at an unreasonable hour and once I go to sleep I never want to get out of bed. I know, that sounds terrible right? OH LIFE! WHY MUST YOU BE SO CRUEL!? I know, I know, I know, it could be worse. I could have been born like Quasimodo.

"Walk far and carry a big stick" - Teddy Roosevelt